There are certain requirements that must be met at this time before you can be free to do the next thing. Establish yourself in a place of willingness to do all that's needed for you to do. Be strong, stay focused and do the work.
Take the time and seize the moment to step back from your troubles and view your life from an objective and greater perspective. See it through the eyes and truth of eternity, and be grateful. Remember that you belong to here however, you are just passing through all that is temporary on your way to that which lasts forever.